Challenge #1

Took the challenge to be at home with Kelvin for half a day. So far so good and fun!

Hubb is at home with us on first half and he has to go to office in the second half, so i am staying at home with Kelvin alone on the second half of the day. Kinda fun and interesting.

First, i need to leave the whining toddler in the room while i prepare his milk in the kitchen. I need to be able to stand the whining from him, he will keep calling "mummy!mummy!" from the room and i will be busy responding to him "yes, dear, mummy is in the kitchen preparing milk for you!"

Then, i need to tug him to bed by using lots of tricks. Kelvin very playful and will refuse to sleep if you do not FORCE him to sleep. I tried to use the same tactic as what i do for every night which is tell him story and hope that he wll doze off, but this way fail for day time. As he sees the sky is bright, he will refuse to sleep even though i put the curtain on, but yet some sun light still can come into the room. So i gotta lye beside him, talk to him, also fail...until finally, i asked him to keep quiet, listen to the sound of the air coming from the air cond. Phew, this work!! Within 1 min, he doze off!

After 45 mins, when i was in kitchen getting myself a cup of water, heard toy sound coming from the room, quickly go into the room, he was sitting on the bed, facing the window playing with his toys. Quickly, lye him down and talk to him, tried to ask him listen to the sound of the air cond, this time doesn't work, so let him whine for a while and the hug him tight phew...he fall asleep again.

So, with this achievement, do i qualify to be SAHM?? hahaha....

Be TOUGH, Be STRONG!

Nowadays i no longer give face to HER. If she comes to me find trouble unreasonably, i will fight back softly. Why suddenly i decide to speak out? Because i have my own place, ngek ngek ngek (cunning smile) Shhhhh...for those who know what is my plan, wish me luck ok! For those who doesn't know what is my plan, stay tune and u will know after 5 mths time!

Well, everyone has their own limit of tolerance, and don't take it as granted that you can play around with other's tolerance limit.

And thanks to all of your encouragement word when i feel down after i get tortured by HER.
I need lotsa lotsa lotsa wishes and blessing from ALL OF YOU to make my plan come true!!!

Up Up Up!!

Nowadays almost every few mths, we will receive either rumors or actual announcement on this price goes up that price goes up. And we will only get to know what is the % of our salary goes up ONCE a YEAR. And for some people. they are not so lucky, they may have ZERO INCREMENT for that yr.

Before Chinese New Year, a bowl of hokkien mee will cost us RM2.20, during Chinese New Year, the price may gets adjusted to be RM2.5. And after that, the price of the noodle will stick at RM2.5. And when govt announce that there will be increase in price for noddle, then, the price for a bowl of Hokkien mee being adjusted to RM2.7...and soon it will get adjusted to RM3.00 due to patrol price increase, reason is, need to transport the noodle so the price of a bowl of noodle will need to be increased. Isn't that amazing?

And how come our employer never adjust our salary a bit when the price of noodle increase, when the price of patrol increase?

女人何苦为难女人? Why??

大家都是女人，唯一不一样的是，我结了婚，你还没。我再次怀孕了，你从未。以你这样的态度，恐怕没什么男人可以接受你!!!! 是不是就是这一些不一样，所以你无法了解我? 我没希望你会了解我，因为我们俩是来自不同的世界。我的世界里有爱，你的世界没有爱。你的世界里只有你自己! 但是，请别以为别人是没感觉的!

从开始到现在，我不懂自己，因为你的每句话哭了多少遍，我每次都告诉自己要坚强，但是我却做不到！原来我并不是想象中那么坚强! 但是唯一的是，我从未在你面前掉过一颗泪，所以可以说我还有一点点的坚强! 我不要让你看到我脆弱的一面!

身边的朋友一直叫我别在意你所说的每句话，我有尝试过，但我没法做到。
希望明天会更好!

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We both are lady, the only different between u and me is, i am married and you ARE NOT. I am Pregnant again and YOU NEVER. With your such attitude, afraid not many guy will dare to get close to you. Is it because of this, thus you are unable to understand me? I NEVER expect you to understand me, because we are from different world. In my world, there is LOVE, an in your world, there is NO LOVE. In your world, you are the ONLY PERSON. But, don't because of this, you thought everyone has no feeling.

From begin til now, i am not sure how many tears being dropped because of your WORD, because of how you treated me. Every time i keep telling myself MUST be tough, but i fail to do so. I am not that tough as per other thought. But...one thing i am proud of myself is, i NEVER drop one drop of tear in front of you, because i don't want to show you my weakness!

Friends keep telling me DON'T BOTHER so much on what you said to me, i tried, but i can't!
Am looking forward to a better TOMORROW!

If....Then...How??

If....
i don't work
Then...
i wont get tortured by HER!
How...
to get myself escape from HER?

If...
I don't work
Then ...
I have no income...
How...
to buy more things for my 2 kids?

If...
I don't work
Then...
I can sleep more, eat more and enjoy myself
How...
To enjoy if i don't have my own income?? Hmm..

I always envy friends who don't have to work, but my friends always told me that they envy me coz i have my own income! Sigh..it's like u see me good i see u good. Whatever bitter thing, only we ourselves know. I told friend how tired i am at work place and she tells me how tired she is being a housewife. I guess only those real tai tai will enjoy being housewife!

So i am waiting for the day when i can be tai tai...yeah yeah, wait long long ya!
I always dream of stop working for few months after i deliver my second baby, but yiaks, yesterday there is an announcement on patrol's price. And somemore there is rumors saying electricity bill will goes up, this will goes up that will goes up...but then i never hear people said our salary will goes up x% FOR SURE! So...u say, how to aim for early retirement and be tai tai. Unless tonight, i strike lottery, a significant amount of lottery!!!

Ok, back to reality now...continue to work! Work work work like bull just to earn the peanut income !!